Kabbalah Tree of Life





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i'm a 17 year old girl from the interwebs
my interests are as follows:
-esotericism/religious studies (specifically gnosticism)
-the cybernetic culture research unit/ccru
-thee temple ov psychick youth, worlds.com, the palace chatrooms
-fear and hunger
-Gadget: Invention, Travel, & Adventure
-technology/ai
-sadie plant's cyberfeminism.

i have a huge passion for old technology, and in my collection i have:
-an 80s compaq computer
-several CRTs (many with built-in VCRs in them)
-a radio, a flip phone
-three analogue cameras, one dating all the way back to the 1920s (a Kodak brownie camera.)
i got all of these either for free or close to it! finding antique tech becomes a cakewalk when you know where to look

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please talk to me ;(

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"and all the angels and their archangels
and all the powers of the height
all sang praises to the innermost of the inner,
so that the whole world heard their voices,
and they did not cease until the ninth hour of the following day."

--pistis sophia, book one.
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i have four pet beetles who i adore and cherish greatly.
select a tab to begin reading about them 𓆣

Enoch is the smaller of the two blue death feigning beetles, and is much more active and hyper. he loves trying to climb the glass and looking out, and i frequently see him scaling the decorations in his enclosure.
i named him after Enochian magick, so he has an Enochian prayermat that the tank sits on.

this is Noumena! she's the larger of the two blue death feigning beetles, and tends to spend more time lying around, burrowing, or eating. i named her after Kantian philosophy and Nick Land's "Fanged Noumena."
as of january 12th, 2026, she has a dark spot on her back from when i was spritzing the plants in her tank; she happened to get caught in the cross-fire, a single droplet raining onto her back and washing off the protective blue layer on her back. the spots are slowly but surely returning to blue as her coating of protective pigment returns, but i say this to show it's not an injury but just rather a wet spot.

Crowley is a rough death feigning beetle, so rather than being blue, he is black with spots along his back. i chose to name Crowley after the founder of Thelema, Aleister Crowley, because he's a sneaky hyper little guy who spends most of the day scrambling around the enclosure, crawling over everything, pushing the other beetles, and hauling all the food across the tank.

b75e2c83-0000--602f00000000}\Test\¬ß2x89.ö√±√†b.txt\\?\Volume{b75e2c83-0000-0000-0000-602f00000000 is his full name, which i accidentally picked while brainstorming beetle names in a google doc and accidentally happened to paste a command path rather than an actual name. since the smooth beetles look sort of like robots, i felt the name was almost fitting, and chose to keep it.
but of course, i just call him b75 for short, because his full name is a bit of a mouthful. he is a lot more mellow, typically burrowing and remaining out of light and to his own devices.