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pleroma



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i'm a 17 year old girl from the interwebs
my interests are as follows:
-esotericism/religious studies (specifically gnosticism)
-the cybernetic culture research unit/ccru
-thee temple ov psychick youth, worlds.com, the palace chatrooms
-fear and hunger
-Gadget: Invention, Travel, & Adventure
-technology/ai
-sadie plant's cyberfeminism.

i have a huge passion for old technology, and in my collection i have:
-an 80s compaq computer
-several CRTs (many with built-in VCRs in them)
-a radio, a flip phone
-three analogue cameras, one dating all the way back to the 1920s (a Kodak brownie camera.)
i got all of these either for free or close to it! finding antique tech becomes a cakewalk when you know where to look

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"and all the angels and their archangels
and all the powers of the height
all sang praises to the innermost of the inner,
so that the whole world heard their voices,
and they did not cease until the ninth hour of the following day."

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i have eleven pet beetles who i adore and cherish greatly.
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Enoch is one of three blue death feigning beetles, and also the smallest of them! as well as being shy, timid, and very sleepy, i tend to find him either hiding underneath the coconut shell in the tank or trying to make advances on Noumena or Epinoia.
i named him after Enochian magick, so in honor of this, the tank lies on an Enochian prayermat.

Enoch Enoch Enoch

this is Noumena! she's the larger of the two blue death feigning beetles, and tends to spend more time lying around, burrowing, or eating. i named her after Kantian philosophy and Nick Land's "Fanged Noumena."
in some of these photos, she has a dark spot on her back from when i was spritzing the plants in her tank. she happened to get caught in the cross-fire, a single droplet raining onto her back and washing off the protective blue pigment. the spots are slowly but surely returning to blue as her coating of protective pigment returns, as the hue is an dusty excretion coating their bodies to retain moisture in their desert habitats.

Noumena Noumena Noumena

Crowley is a rough death feigning beetle, so rather than being blue, he is black with spots along his back. i chose to name Crowley after the founder of Thelema, Aleister Crowley, because he's a sneaky hyper little guy who spends most of the day scrambling around the enclosure, crawling over everything, pushing the other beetles, and hauling all the food across the tank.

Crowley Crowley Crowley

b75e2c83-0000--602f00000000}\Test\¬ß2x89.ö√±√†b.txt\\?\Volume{b75e2c83-0000-0000-0000-602f00000000 is his full name, which i accidentally picked while brainstorming beetle names in a google doc and accidentally happened to paste a command path rather than an actual name. since the smooth beetles look sort of like robots, i felt the name was almost fitting, and chose to keep it.
but of course, i just call him b75 for short, because his full name is a bit of a mouthful. he is a lot more mellow, typically burrowing and remaining out of light and to his own devices.

b75 b75

this is Choronzon, a red-legged teneb named after the demon from Enochian magick that was also seen in Thelema and the CCRU. he's one of the most lively and active beetles i have, and though he's significantly smaller than all the rest of the beetles, he still tries his best to befriend them. i figured since he was similar in appearance to Crowley, the rough dfb, it would be cute to follow a similar name pattern for the two of them.

Choronzon Choronzon

Epinoia is the most recent beetle i got, being the female blue death feigning beetle friend Noumena needed. she is distinct from Noumena in that she has a rounder, more plump back, as opposed to Noumena's curved and pointy one. her name originates from Gnosticism, in which Epinoia means thought or intention. it was either that or Kether! aside from physical differences, Epinoia is much more active and curious, frequently running and climbing around.

Epinoia Epinoia Epinoia

Kali, named after the Hindu Goddess Mother Kali, is a hellburnt diabolical ironclad beetle! she is quite slow-moving and likes to climb on the undersides of the logs i have in the enclosure. very beautiful, with tan spots along her torso.

Kali Kali Kali

the hardest to pick a name for! an asphalt ironclad beetle, i ended up naming him after the Star Trek character, the Borg Hugh. i got this name from my English teacher, who loves both Star Trek and beetles, when she remarked on how much the beetle species resembled the borgs. even Hugh's behavior is like the borgs, in their bizarre robotic and orchestrated movements. he's fairly aloof, keeping to himself and typically on his own journey away from the rest of the beetles. almost like a weeping angel, he freezes when observed and then surprises me by being across the tank when i check next, yet i never seem to catch him moving from place A to B. what a mysterious beetle!

Hugh Hugh

my two micro wooly darkling beetles! they are called micro because they measure under a centimeter, making them much smaller than all the rest of the beetles in the enclosure. these two tend to stick together, burrowing under rocks and cuddling close with one another. because of their size, i find it extremely hard to ever get good photos of them, so all of them tend to be blurry or unclear. it then ends up being a Where's Waldo game, in which you have to try and differentiate substrate and rocks from small beetle, which is inconvenient. they are still cute, my babies Colonel Rigatoni and DJ Ravioli.

Abraxas is a eulabis bicarinata, the significantly smaller sister species to the red-legged teneb. being just slightly larger than DJ Ravioli and Colonel Rigatoni, he is just under a cm long! he is a very elusive beetle, hiding most of the time and almost exclusively being seen latched onto the back wall of their beetle dollhouse.
unfortunately, because of this, i have no good reliable photos of him! he remains a mystery!